6 years ago today. 6 years and about an hour ago I walked into that dreaded hospital. I was very hopeful. I had faith. I truly believed she was going to be better. I never felt so right about something. But no.
The doctors pulled me into a special room, a room I hadn’t been in before. There were many other doctors in the room. Pretty much every doctor that had been involved in our nightmare were there.
I knew she wasn’t going to make it when the doctor said, “When someone asks you how many children you have, you will always say 2.” I knew what he meant. And I lost it. I don’t feel like reliving the nightmare today, so I’ll end the story there.
Instead, I’ll share a poem.
And for a brief moment its glory and beauty belong to our world.
But then it flies on again,
and though we wish it could have stayed,
we feel so lucky to have seen it.
- Author Unknown
I miss you baby girl.
Hugs, kisses, and high-fives,
Mommy
Although, I should say touching more so than beautiful :/ Fucked that up.
/hugs
I can’t even imagine… That is an awesome poem though and sums it up very well. We are all here for a very short time really.
That was really moving, and so beautiful! Thank you for that lilpeanut!